A penny for your thoughts, a quid for the lot!!

Theres only one thing that i hate about the summer holidays and that is...having nothing to do...which means that the only thing you can do is watch day time TV. Which i knew it was totally crap before but this time (apart from some things)...its like UGH..watching a goat steal pegs would be alot more entertaining then this crap. But anyway, all that moaning and i still watch it. But i might belive that if i didnt watch day time TV then id just make pancakes and sponge cakes all day...which is alright coz i like cooking happy to say that im a good cook...but back to the point....my summer holiday addiction has become..

Pancakes lol...with some mixed spice..not the burn your mouth spice but the nutmeg and all that jazz spice.

and sadly to say

Jerry Springer...yes that right JERRY JERRY JERRY....i can't help it, i think i like it for 2 reasons because
1) people are willing to humiliate themselves on the telebox in front of loads of people
2) It makes me feel better about my own problems..

but the more i watch it the more i think..."Why.Why would you get your breasts out" and fight or have some sort of boob war.
And no one seems to be bothered about it either they laugh or like one of them i saw was this man was sleeping with his daughter...SICK AND WRONG..but the wife of the man...his sixth just to tell you. Was just him that she loved him...WHAT THE POO.

So although i hate daytime television...i do like watching jerry springer...but just coz i like a few things doesn't mean i like it as a whole. Thats just not to confuse people.

I did just start writing this but then clicked a wrong button them PAMM..it was gone.

Anyway things that have been taken away from me/people my age when we were younger..that lived round my area, although im sure in other places the same happened just with different things..

The things that everyone loved which they took was
The big slide - I can slightly understand why that was taken away..it was at the top of a hill and wooden steps leading up..but they were those sort of steps that if you missed your footing then you'd fall down them....FUN TIMES.
The monkey bars - Sadly i never managed to get across them...so lame.
The tree swings - to stop us making them they cut the brances off.
The scrambelling tracks - where motorbikes, quadbikes and normal bikes would go and race in the middle it was a swamp..which at one time, me and 3 other people tried to get across but didnt attempt it apart from one guy called John who tried to get across in a fridge....it didnt work.
The woods/cornfeilds...which now have houses built on them, which is a shame coz they used to be really big and loads of cool hiding places now you can walking into them but then you hit someones fence.

I think that thats it, but these were the places that most of the kids hung out and had fun. Like with the tree swings they would go right over the underpass lol and you could build tree houses and random things like that.

Oooo and last of all...the roundabout..which was also made of wood...which got wholes in then some boy broke his leg because he put it through the hole when it was spining...HIS fault he shouln't have been so stupid.

I freaked out for ages. This is the SICK (sick as in bad) story of yesterday. I was at my friends house..i call her farley and mat was there as well. Anywho i wont make it to long.

i said that there is a song which suit him and the movements and things he does its ummm. i cant remember it..i did just try covering my ears and humming it but it didnt work...anyway anyway

he got annoyed and when to hit me with his T-shirt...instead what he forgot was that a pair of his DIRTY yes DIRTY (i dont mean day old dirty either) pants flew out of the T-shirt and hit me....on the bottom of my mouth....well oh my bloody days..i never felt more sicker in my life. Im one of those people who is abit germ conesious like i dont like touching bins or dirty food or smelly people. lol. And what made it even worse was that farley was saying "he was farting loads yesterday" and he is quite a big fella as well.

It was the 1st grossest (is that a proper word?) thing thats ever happened to me. I washed my mouth and everything.

my advise to everyone...carry antibacterial wipes everywhere. lol

I was just on this board, and you know what i dont like, is when people want sympathy for something that THEY'VE done wrong. For the problem that they have created.

Im bored...sitting in college and tom jones is playing on the radio, waiting for my maths results..i hate maths everything about it, the carrying of numbers the converting decimals and fractions..i cant stand..although i do like long division. But ive come to the conclusion that i hate maths because
A) I dont understand it and what i find hard to do pisses me off..until ive overcome it.
B ) my teacher in secondary school was crap..although not entirly her fault i relise this. But she was. with her fake tan and her shiny purple lipstick..i was in group 5 for maths lol...thats 1 from the bottom group. i didn't mind..i had a laugh.

I liked secondry school...well only english, drama and science..but my friends were the best bit, i miss them alot i see some of them but not as much as i use to. Although there was one girl who i hate..and refuse to look at or talk to. And i had the biggest crush on this guy..his name was Keiran, at the time i liked him coz he was smart and funny and sometimes acted stupid when he was on his own and tallish and always smelt good and we would head wresle..yes you read correctly head wresle.

im going to see harry potter later at the cinema, i hopping that alot of kids won't be there becuase they kick the back of my chair and make noise..therefore ruining the film for me and others. I cant stand it when people sit in hte cinema talking...or ha one time i remember i went there with mates, and there was a couple sitting in the row in front/below us and for like the last half hour of the film they were just practicly eating each other faces..made me feel sick but i had to chuckle to myself as i thought.. "Why pay £7 something to get into the cinema then miss the ending sucking each others faces, what the hell is the point of it, stay at home, we dont need to see or hear it" im pretty sure that if no one else was in the cinema they would have ripped each others clothes off. lol...a kinky idea..but not one people should do in public..i think it might be against the law.

As seen on the title this is my first blog on this site..so i thought MEH...i'll write it about it..not that interesting but i'll try make it. Its not gonna be a life story or anything lol would take to long to write.

K so im 19..i hate being 19 i didnt think that it was possible hating an age, but oh yes it is. I hate it becuase its inbetween the good ages of 18 and 20...on my 18th i got wrecked (drunk)...it was great then in the morning ate cake lol...and a bacon sarney..coz come on thats the best ever thing....YUM is what i say. but anyways so yeah this year when i turned 19 i just went out with my sisters and friends to a nightclub..i had a good time, some guy whose name i cant remember brought me a drink lol which saved me some money =P..and i danced for hours...my legs killed in the morning but yeah being 19 is suckish.

I live in a place called stevenage...which rumor has it has the highest teenage birthrate in the UK. There are a lot of pregnant teen mums and teens with babies. Although i think why would you want a baby that young. like 14 and stuff and their parents think thats its alright...im like WHAT....my mum would go mad if i got pregant at that age..give me a few slaps she would lol..although i dont want kids until im older and maximum then is only 2. I think that they are mad, and then they want their child to grow up just like them...they ent even grown up themselves.

I live with my mum and lil bro..i rarely see my dad although that doesn't bother me..as i dont need him for anything..anything i have ever needed my mum has been there.

There are loads of things that annoy me like i hate it when people are slow at their job or keep me waiting for ages..but i still go to the same places...mainly becuase if i dont then i wont be able to get to a place or get what i've come for. And when i go places and there are girls who are talking on the phone and drag out the end of every word as though they are to scared to finish it incase the conversation ends and they have to put their fone down..which seems permently glued to their face. Or people with annoying laughs as they give me headaches. lol..sounds like im uber moany..im not..im just fussy.

i like to be loud and make people laugh..but sometimes i like just to be on my own yano..like no one around just quiet all day and not rush around doing things, and just doing things that i like. such as reading and drawing and playing game consoles lol. Or going for walks that are like 8miles n stuff lol..im not a excersice junky lol.
i like listening to music, well love it acutally more then Tv although i love HEROES...best thing ever or one of. I like bands like razorlight, linkin park..but not their new stuff only their old stuff more rockier. Jamie T, fall out boy, alexisonfire and loads more like the older stuff.

love from ME